PARANOID? YES....

Ok...I just deleted two "bad day" blogs because dear people that it might make feel bad could have read it. So far I have not heard any bad comments, but..still. I should have stuck to just the "bloggers" who know the experience of blogging and sharing home and family...and I guess I am just not used to that. When you put yourself out there...you have to be careful..especially when it comes to family.
Probably that is why I have never kept a journal.
Even in highschool I was such a self concious kid. I didn't even want to walk alone across the campus...or anywhere for that matter. Most of that feeling has gone..but not all.
Too much of "I just wanna be liked?" Yes...but even at this ripe old age I cannot help it. I am who I am.
For the three sweet gals who jumped in..and held me up..thanks. Lots of things are more important than not being allowed to decorate...or dealing with a new family...and I SHOULD know that.
Hugs to all...
Mona