I had a dream last night. It was very real. My home seemed to be filling up with water. I looked down and I was ankle deep in water. My children (they are all grown) were little again and sloshing around...water kept coming in and getting deeper and deeper. I worried about my babies.
Suddenly I saw a baby laying on it's face in the water and just KNEW it had drowned and tried desperately to get to it...and when I grabbed it up and turned it over...it was a doll. Just a ..doll and not my baby.
Something is going on here folks.
Have you ever woke up in the middle of the night and thought of someone, some blogger friend that you have not visited in days, that you have come to like very much, had a blogging relationship with that you cherished? Have you gotten up and made your way through a darkened house to your computer..turned on the light..turned on the computer visited that person? I have.
I have stopped my work and rushed to visit someone that popped into my head that I had not visited for several days. Fear dogging every moment that you had hurt someones feelings? I have.
I have actually felt a bit of relief when I am away from home and can't blog.
Please don't misunderstand me..I LOVE blogging. I love all of my blogging friends and enjoy putting a post together. But..at times it has become work. At times I have let other things go way too long.
I've gotten ill and even from the hospital I worried about those that might think I am ignoring them.
I see blogs that have..way more followers than I do and sometimes I have seen so many comments on these blogs that I wonder how they have time to ever return all those visits...and of course you should. That is just good blogging etiquette
All the blogs I follow, or try to follow...I cannot ever visit them all..and this concerns me.
Another thing is that I love finding new, interesting and informitive blogs...but I know full well that I cannot keep visiting them...it's ...just...too...much!
Have I made a mountain out of a molehill ?...probably. But I don't think I am the only one that goes nuts sometimes trying to keep up. I think we all do.
I am addicted to this blogging thing...it is a really nice, interesting, informitive part of my life and I cherish my blogging friends. I wouldn't give it up for the world...but..I worry.
Love and hugs,