The song "Evergreen" pretty much says it all for me. Haven't you had that one love in your life that there are simply no words to describe what it was, or IS like and you KNOW you will never have it again? I used to think, "if I ever lose this I will never find it again."
Love again..yes, of course. We have a great capacity for loving. Every person we love is in a different way. Of course. But that love "seldom seen by two" is what I had. I was fortunate. I was also fortunate to find love again..not the same..of course.
One cannot compare. I don't. But when June comes and he is not here..I have moments of wanting to not be here. To be with him. This will never go away. Ever.
I am addicted to Miracle Grow. I add a tad to my watering can nearly every time I water..and the results are amazing! AMAZING, I tell you!
There is a little log cabin in there..and some stepping stones..etc. etc..and I need to get out my little clippers and clear the pathway... :)
No need to worry about these new little plants. They have taken off and seem to be shouting for joy!
I set a little log cabin bird house in there..until I can find the little Fairy home I want or...OR..make one myself. The little Fairies in th meantime will just have to live in a birdhouse and I say I don't want to hear one single word from them about it being "for the birds!"
I added a pretty fern to the family room and got so tickled because the lighting was just perfect!
Doesn't take much to make me smile, does it?
There is something about a fern that makes a home seem...good. Right.
I am so grateful for the love I have in my life. Please do not think I am not. But June is difficult for me. It just is. My comfort is that my daughter and her daddy are together and the clock is ticking.